Kab se ...

Kab se thi ek tamanna dil mein ,

Kaash tum bhi kabhi humare ishq ke mohtaaj hote,

Na rehti yeh tanhai is dil mein ,

Na kisi buri aadat ke mohtaaj hote,

Na ghoomte yuh bewajah gali gali,

Na kisi ke aane ke aksar ehsaas hote,

Na khalti kami kisi ki is dil ko,

Na hi kisi ki aahat ke aghaas hote,

Na rehti woh ranj tujhse bhi kabhi,

Aur na koi gile shikwe dil ke paas hote,

Kab se thi ek tamanna is dil mein,

Ke tum kabhi toh humare ishq ke mohtaj hote ...

Wonder where am I lost ...

Its been a long long time that I have only been looking at my blog and wondering, Why am I not updating it? I am at a loss thinking it over and over. Why is it that I am not able to write clearly, write well, oh ... forget write clearly and well ... why am I not able to write at all ??? Its a really strange situation that has engulfed me these days. Sitting down to write used to be a pleasure break that I used to wait for in the past, but its really become a pain these days. I have such a lot of thoughts running in my mind but the pain is taking them all away one by one.

The pain would have compelled me to write if it were sometime in the past but I guess I have realized lately, that like all things good or bad, even pain has a limit to it. A bit of pain can make a lovely poem, a bit more can make a lovely song, a bit more ... 4 months of writers block ... :-) ...

sorry to bother those too busy with their stuff ... posting this one just for me ... ;-)

Gazing in the void ...Repost ...

I am reposting this after correcting and straightening the Horizon.

Thanks Daniel for the feedback ... Will always look to improve ...

Nature and Rains ...

These are some of the pics that I had taken one morning just after it had rained ... Just loved the texture and vividness water created on these plants ...

Kids once again...

A new challenge everyday

a new achievement everyday,

life has such a lot of it to offer me.

Goals and plans everywhere.

Till almost as far as i can see.

There's such a lot of expectation,

i feel i still have so much to earn.

A vast sea of knowledge,

still so much more to learn.

I'm tryin to run fast,

tryin to keep up with the pace.

Everyone expects me to still go faster,

settling for nothin less than an ace.

I'm starting to get tired,

my limbs ache as i test them,

stretchin them more.

I'm sacred i may not make it till the end,

i don't see the finish line,

i'm still not sure.

As i rest a while to catch my breath,

and relieve my limbs from the relentless pain,

i remember those good old days and wonder,

What If I could be a kid once again.